Sunday, June 8, 2014

Are we Truly Following the Lord?

Reflections on ACTS 28:16-20, 30-31 / JohN 21:20-25
by Frank D.B. Savadera, SJ


Since Independence Day is upcoming,  we ask and review our history:  Who is the first president of the Philippine Republic?  Emilio Aguinaldo!  We think of him of course as an ESTEEMED hero of the country.  Is he ... really?  Digging into our history books however would tell us that he had a serious political skirmish with Andres Bonifacio, the later apparently was ordered killed by Aguinaldo.  After the Philippine-American war, Aguinaldo sought exile in Guam.   He returned to the country, run in an election but lost his presidential bid to Manuel L. Quezon.  When World War II came, Aguinaldo reportedly collaborated with the Japanese and in a radio broadcast asked Gen. Douglas McArthur to surrender his troops to save the Filipino youth from war.  He married twice (some guys have all the luck).  He was for a time on our P5 bill.  His mansion in Kawit, Cavite is now a tourist place. 

Unlike the other national heroes however (i.e, Rizal who died in front of a firing squad,  Bonifacio and General Luna who were assassinated by political foes, Gregorio del Pilar who was killed in battle with the Americans, Quezon who died during the war) Aguinaldo, historians say not only found himself always on the WRONG side of the political fence ...  HE ALSO  LIVED TOO LONG.  Some thought that he had compromised a lot to lived a very comfortable and convenient life.  He lived very long and died in 1964 at the age of 94 years.  He lived to see President Diosdado Macapagal restoring the date of Philippine Independence to June 12 from the US declared fourth of JULY.

Heroes, we would like to believe LIVED lives of sacrifice.  In the case of our Bible heroes for instance, we have Paul who was placed under house arrest.  He was still meeting friends but was obviously distraught by the fact that his very own people were against him.  I suffer, he said ... ON ACCOUNT OF THE HOPE OF ISRAEL.  Similarly, we have the character of Peter who asked:  “Master, who is the one who will betray you?”   Both Peter and Paul will eventually die violent deaths during the time of Christian persecution in Rome by the Emperor Nero. 

We note Peter’s question about JOHN – the beloved apostle:  “Lord, what about him?”  Yes ... what about JOHN THE BELOVED APOSTLES:  the one who reclined upon the Lord’s chest during the supper.  Apparently John escaped a violent death.  He also lived very long.   It is he who testifies to the writing of our Gospel today.   Just like Aguinaldo,  he lived long and DIED PEACEFULLY of old age in Ephesus. 

John and Emilio Aguinaldo lived somewhat "EASY LIVES" compared to their contemporaries who were perhaps tortured, beheaded and killed. 

We can get caught with the dilemma of Peter in the Gospel.  “Master, who is the one who will betray you?”  What about this person John?  

Our Lord’s reply is his reply to us as well:  “What if I want him to remain until I come? What concern is it of yours?  What is important is that YOU ARE FOLLOWING ME! 

If you notice the lives that we live, we recognize that our roles and tasks are different.  We can however get caught up with asking WHY this task for him and this work for me? 

What is important for the Lord, I guess is not whether we live long and short WE ARE FOLLOWING HIM.