Monday, October 1, 2012

I Want To Spend My Heaven Doing Good On Earth

Feast of St. Therese of Liseux 
by Frank Savadera, SJ

There's a lot that we can pick up from the image of Jesus taking a child and placing it by his side and saying:  “Whoever receives this child in my name ... receives me.”  Of course, we know how fragile a child or a baby is like.  I’ve always been afraid carrying or cuddling a baby (I might drop or hurt it).  But there is something about a child that is totally reliant on the protection and providence of its parent or caregiver. 

I think this is what we can glean from the life and example of St. Therese of Lisieux (the Little Flower of Jesus).  Compared to the other women doctors of the Church (Catherine of Sienna and Teresa of Avila), Therese lived a somewhat “uneventful” and quiet life.  She entered the monastery at age 15 years and in 9 years (she was 24 years old) she was already dead.  But then we can learn a lot from her being very childlike.  From her autobiography ... THE STORY OF MY SOUL, Therese mentions:  I PREFER THE MONOTONY OF OBSCURE SACRIFICE TO ALL ECSTASIES.  TO PICK UP A PIN FOR LOVE CAN CONVERT A SOUL.

In another instance:  I WANT TO SPEND MY HEAVEN doing good on earth.”

Pertaining to her relationship with her spiritual director, she says:   "Directors make people advance in perfection by performing a great number of acts of virtue, and they are right. But my Director, who is Jesus Himself, teaches me to do everything through love."


And lastly and more concretely referring to wish to be childlike, she says:  "You make me think of a little child that is learning to stand but does not yet know how to walk. In his desire to reach the top of the stairs to find his mother, he lifts his little foot to climb the first stair. It is all in vain, and at each renewed effort he falls. Well, be this little child: through the practice of all the virtues, always lift your little foot to mount the staircase of holiness, but do not imagine that you will be able to go up even the first step! No, but the good God does not demand more from you than good will. From the top of the stairs, He looks at you with love. Soon, won over by your useless efforts, He will come down Himself and, taking you in His arms, He will carry you up ...”
Lord, allow us the grace to be child-like, to recognize how much we can depend on you; how much we can live our lives fully with child-like joy ... as you had gifted your servant, St. Therese of Lisieux.